 | Welcome!!! (to my blog) | Sep 28, 2007 |
WHY lovenhonesty? lovenhonesty simply means Love&Honesty. It's the name of the very first BoA's album I bought. The time when she released this album is the day I started to love her songs. Be Honest and Loved =p Feel free to leave a comment if you wanna tell me anything. Thanks for visiting!!
Had Aston for dinner with friends at ang mo kio. It was a so called Christmas eve celebration although we dined in coffee shop. For some reason, aston in coffee shop tastes better than those located in malls.
Just my teriyaki chicken and some extra sides ordered by Burton. Just one piece of chicken...
And this is the big eater Yu Jie's TWO pieces of chicken steak......
well...two pieces are not enough. This is Burton's THREE PIECES OF CHICKEN STEAK...TOTAL MADNESS!
I don't know what to say now. But to be happy for you. You blame me for whatever that happened and I guess you are right, it wouldn't have happen if I'm better. It was my fault to begin with. You can move forward with the new guy, but it's not that easy for me. It still hurts like hell to me. Every word you say just hit me so hard and you are unaware of it. You want me to get over it in a month? You are asking too much from me, I really can't in a month. Still, at least I was happy.
 | 16th | Dec 15, '11 11:05 AM
for everyone |
Once again it's 16th. Every 16th of the month marks the end and the start of the month to me. It reminds me of the two important person in my life. It was only just 1 year and 8 months ago when my grandmother leaves me. It was 16th of April when she left us. Ever since, every 16th of the month reminds me of her and somehow marks the end of the month to me. Today, the numbers on the calendar makes me miss her again, the day when I watch her die is still fresh to me. On the other hand exactly one month after grandmother left, someone special entered my life and healed me. Probably her work is done. I guess nothing is everlasting, as time goes by, people who are important have to leave you eventually. Lesson to learn is that one should never give up everything for another person and never be too dependent on another person, because in the end when you lose that person, it seems like the whole world is gone. Right now, every 16th of the month reminds of them, both pain and happiness. Still, life goes on. I miss you grandma and I believe I will see you someday again.
| Love? | Dec 6, '11 8:14 AM
for everyone |
What is love? What does it really means nowadays? The term Love is used everywhere in different parts of the world everyday. But it has already lost it's magical definition. It has become meaningless when people use it for the sake of using. People use it to make the partner feel somewhat happy, people use it to get something in return, people say it to make up for their shortcomings. Correct me if I am wrong, where is the real unconditional love? The kind of love where we are willing to die for our love-ones. The kind where we see ourselves spending the rest of our time with the person you love. Most people misunderstood and associate love with attraction. Men will say that they love you and will marry you, but before that, they are cheating on you for like uncountable times? People who are not so good in relationship are most of the time left alone feeling hurt. It feels really painful over the loss of love. They feel like this thing called love that supposed to fill you and makes you whole is a joke. Life becomes colorless and empty. They start being cold. Someone can tell them "I love you", but that makes them wonder "for how long?" Life no longer feels like a adventure, instead it feels like you are counting every second until it's time to sleep, eat and work/school. In the dream they became someone who still believe in love, they remember how wonderful it was to be loved. When the sun rises, they are forced to accept the fact that love is just another four letter word and it means nothing. While most of them ended up feeling like this and not believing in love again, start behaving in the same way their ex did to make even. Promise themselves not to fall in love again. Nowadays, you can stay with a partner for a long period of time but once the spark is gone, it's gone. The willingness to do everything for that person is gone as well. A person who stops believing in love is like leading life without feelings. To make them feel better, It's alright, our parents love will never change. It's alright, the world's creator will always love us.
Not too long ago I was suffering from a weird left clavicle disease. My left clavicle bone just swell up as something starts growing in my bone. I felt intense pain for days until finally the pain eased while my clavicle seems to be bigger than usual. I went for x-rays to realize that the bone is appearing to be black shadowy instead of the normally white. Finally I was referred to the hospital where further test was done. I went for MRI scan, CT-scan as well as x-rays again, all three scans indicated that it might be a cancerous lump in my bone. Well, obviously family got really worried and I actually hide it from friends and my girlfriend. I wasn't afraid of death to be honest, instead I am worried about the medical bills that my family has to fork out for me. In the end, girlfriend found out and made a big fuss over it, afraid that I am going to die or anything like that. I went for biopsy to confirm my condition, but the test result came out to be negative. Again I went for a second time biopsy where the entire lump of cells are removed from my clavicle, the test is still negative. At first, everyone might be really afraid of death when we actually imagine about it, but the truth is, when it happens, death is not what you will be afraid of. In fact, it's about looking at your close ones feeling helpless and sad over your condition and yet there's nothing you can do to make them happy about it. And the scary thing is not being able to eat anything you want. My daily diet at that point of time was broccoli, tomatoes, garlic, onions, etc. Basically all the food that contains high anti-oxidant substances and promotes production of cancer-fighting enzymes. Today, I live to tell the story. But the one who cried so much for me isn't here with me anymore.
I'm really tired (mentally).
Bus ride for nearly 9 hours is killing me!
Enjoyed my time in Gentin very much!
Tried those theme park's extreme rides that I saw on TV.
Roller coaster, G-force, crazy rocket, etc. I've never had the thoughts of being brave enough to try them all, yet, I played them all on my first time.
Well, overall, I preferred G-force, whereby it lifts you up to a few stories high and throw you down within 3 seconds.
I felt really cold when I was up there, and scolded "F*CK!" for a moment as I asked myself, "why am I doing this?" and "it's seriously high!!!!!"
It's not a rumor that you couldn't scream or shout for a few seconds when you are being thrown down, I tried opening my mouth, but not a single sound came out.
It is only about two seconds before I regain my ability to voice it out.
Right after that, I realized it is actually not that scary after all, and it's really fun.
Throughout the days in Gentin, I had cup corn everyday.
Cup corn in Gentin tastes better than in Singapore to me.
Why? It's juicer and of course, cheaper!
In fact, the only that makes leaving Gentin unbearable for me is the weather.
As compare to Singapore, Gentin is way much more cooler, totally natural air condition.
I heard that eating ice-cream in cold weathers simply feels like Heaven.
I felt Heaven for the past three days, I'm eating ice-cream whenever I have the chance.
Genting, I miss you!!!
Cause I'm back here facing the humid weather!
Monday, Sept 20, 2010
Visited the Science Centre with my girlfriend today, as to celebrate our 4th month together.
It has been awhile since I last visited SC.
SC had changed pretty much, with lots of new exhibits show cased.
We caught a IMAX movie titled 'Searex'.
Basically it's about prehistorical sea reptiles.
Well, the special thing about IMAX movie is the theater, it is not what we usually get to see in Cinema.
To describe it with one word, it would be 'HUGE'!
The theater is actually shaped like a dome, in fact it's a dome.
None of the space on the front is wasted, the whole dome is used as the movie screen.
With HD display and such a huge screen, my eyes are unable to comprehend.
Definitely, it's worth the time and money to catch a IMAX movie.
Back to SC, I witnessed the operating of the Tesla coil, the electricity emitted out from the Tesla coil seems fake, but it's for real, it looks exactly like a smaller version of lightnings.
In SC, there are so much to see, yet so little time.
I'm pretty lucky to be able to cover almost everything in the SC, there are too many exhibits to play around with.
Had a great time!!
Thursday, Sept 16, 2010
First of all, thank you everyone!!!
Today, I went to Vivocity, with someone special =)
This year's birthday is especially special to me because not only I get to celebrate it with my family, but also my gf ^____^
She surprised me by coming to my place early with a cake, followed by catching a movie at Vivocity.
We had dinner at mum's place, where my family celebrated my birthday with me.
I'm really happy cause I can't remember when was the last time where Dad and Mum got together to celebrate my birthday with me.
At the same time a bonus for me, my gf is with me too.
Although the whole gathering is missing out of one more person who's very important, but I know she's wishing me up at the Heaven.
It's really nice to have everyone coming together, be it quarrels, catching up or teasing each other, the feelings are really great.
Thank you Everyone!
Wednesday, Sept 15, 2010
| Promise? | Jul 25, '10 3:01 AM
for everyone |
I realize I can't keep promises like
"I will call you back later."
"I will let you know."
"I will text you."
Why?!
It is because I can't remember them.
Hence, I should start writing it down >.<
It has been nearly three months since grandma left us.
Took a long time before her tablet is finally completed.
Deep down in my heart, I'm still missing her very badly.
But I cannot let my emotion evoke and be seen by my family.
I had spend nearly 20 years with grandma, and she's the best grandma on Earth.
I miss everything about her, miss her smell, I miss her chicken curry, her herbal soup, I miss her unreasonable complaints and reasoning.
I miss her voice especially, the entire house seems so empty and quiet without grandma's voice.
It's like as if my place is drumming with hunger for my grandma's voice.
Still, I know I have to move on, and I had actually moved on although I still thought of her at times, but I cannot be crying over her death anymore.
Simply because I know she's still around somewhere, in God's kingdom probably, and I believe my story with her wouldn't end just like that, it will continue someday when I see her again and I know she left us without pain, she left us with love and happiness.
Never had the chance to say this...I love you.
Grandma left me fate. Someone to keep me accompany.
Back to work after two weeks of rest.
Really lazy to go back to work, but I'm determine to earn for my own expenses.
As usual, real busy on Sunday.
Lots of Korean and Japanese as always.
And I'm glad that I always had a plaster in my wallet.
A boy got his hand cut by our very own spoon.
He's kind of playful and his parents are irritated by his actions.
I feel that his parents are not paying much attention to him, even when he got his hand cut, it's like I'm more anxious than his dad.
I'm not very sure, maybe I'm wrong, probably father show their love and care differently.
His father seems to be very fierce, and I have to admit that boy is really playful.
But to me, kids are always playful isn't it?
I do see that his parents are really worried about him, that's when they ask me if I have a plaster.
Minutes later, they rushed for the nearest clinic to get his hand treated.
He came back not crying anymore, but with a huge bandaged hand.
Sunday, June 06, 2010
Is it strange, when out of no where, someone just start to talk to you?
Not only that, this person follows you on your bus ride.
Well, it seems to be really very outgoing like, or it's really friendly, but it kind of scares me.
I was at the bus stop, as usual waiting for the bus after work.
But then a middle aged man start talking to me after his friends left.
He's treating me like a friend but it's very weird.
I asked him why he speak to me like that, indeed he's friendly, he replied "just making friends".
He say he had seen me quite a few times, and from the way he see he thought that I'm nice (But he didn't know I'm very bad indeed).
He's quite funny, as he pointed towards a man with tattoos and say "study hard, don't be like this kind of person, who fights all day long".
I was laughing and say "Isn't that your friend?"
Well the point is that, not all stranger are bad, and am I the only one feeling weird, like not friendly enough?
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
It has been quite a while since I last visited the Zoo.
This time round, I'm visiting behind the scene in the Zoo which I'm glad I was able to understand more about how the hospital of the Zoo works.
Vet seems to be real busy with the amount of animals they need to take care of.
Not only treating sick animals, but also preventing healthy animals from getting sick.
They are like both a doctor and a nutritionist for the animals.
This trip makes me want to become a vet even more.
Most of the endangered animals are the victims of humans, we have destroyed their habitat.
Animals like tiger might be strong, but nevertheless it's one of the greatest victim.
They are being hunted for their skin, meat and penis.
All because that the rich wanted to show off by keeping a piece of their skin at home.
People felt that tiger meat is a delicacy.
And non-scientifically proven of tiger penis being able to boost men's sexual ability.
Be more green, stop endangering the animals.
Monday, March 22, 2010
| Pallada | Mar 13, '10 7:30 AM
for everyone |
 Boarded 'Pallada' with Aunt and her husband, uncle Peter. What's 'Pallada'? Well, it's the name of a Russian tall ship. It's open to the public to get on board for a free guided tour on the ship. 'Pallada' is huge, can't possibly to get it into the entire picture with my mobile phone camera. The 'Pallada' has been the winner of the annual Tall Ship Regatta in Japan for the last 10 years, and is in the Guinness Book of Records for the highest speed recorded by a tall ship. I'm fortunate not to miss the chance to witness a record holder of the Guinness World Records. Friday, March 12, 2010
I had dinner in the Soup Restaurant with my family.
Their signature dish, the 'samsui' chicken taste great.
Not only that, they serve nice fishes too.
Not sure what's the name of the fish, it taste soft and smooth which goes well with their specially made sauce.
I had olive rice, and I don't even know that such rice existed, but apparently it's delicious despite it seems unusual to me.
We had ice-cream in swensen after that, ordered a regular earthquake and something called 'rocky path', can't remember the name. It's being served with a hot pan.
Chocolates melts on the hot pan, taste great along with the brownie and the ice-cream.
Great dinner, wish I can eat like that everyday.
Monday, March 01, 2010
  It's Chinese new year, the year of tiger. I've been looking forward to it (the food and red packetssssssss) As usual, we had steamboat on the new year eve. Sis bought Baby clothes, coincidentally, it's the same color as mine. (Look like couple?) Baby look so beautiful in it. Every year cousins would gather around and go for a few rounds of blackjack and majong. Visited aunt's place in Malaysia, and it looks great. Makes me feel relax and want to live there. Went to Jusco for some shopping, things are much cheaper compared to Singapore. Next time I'll make my spectacle in Jusco. Kinda tired, but had lots of fun. Wish everyone a very happy chinese new year !!
 | Category: | Books | | Genre: | Nonfiction | | Author: | Erich Von Daniken |
This is one of my favorite.
It's one of the most famous during the 1960s.
It talks about scientific facts and theories that Earth has been visited by advanced aliens before.
This 7-million copy bestseller book includes hard concrete proofs from ancient ruins, lost cities etc.
For instances, sophisticated batteries found in Bronze Age cities, an alien astronaut preserved in a pyramid found, a map that reveal lands beneath the ice cap of Antarctica.
How is it possible that batteries existed thousands years ago?
Also, to draw out a precise map that uncover the land beneath ice cap of Antarctica, the aid of current technology is inevitable, so how did our forefathers drew out the map with such perfection?
I rate this book 4 and a half stars as it might be a little offensive to Christians, but I appreciate that this author dares to walk out the taboo with his theory.
A must read !!!
Today's mum's birthday and in fact I actually forgotten about it.
Sorry Mum !!
Also it's my colleague, 小小的 birthday, yet she treat me to a piece of cake during work instead.
Shouldn't it be the other way round?
Colleagues are always so nice to me.
I met Daddy along with mum today after work, hasn't seen daddy for so long already.
I realized that I miss him and really happy to see him.
He seems to be skinnier than the previous time i saw him.
In my heart I was wondering, is he leading a better life now?
Daddy hug me and said I don't look Singaporean *cries* a lot of people says that too.
I realized daddy has grow a lot, not in term of age but more towards of character.
He has become a better person.
We speak a lot when we are alone together, it's like we got a lot to catch up
And I know mum is experiencing her own difficulties that she actually keep quiet about it.
Even when mum feel that no one understand her, but I do understand you mum.
Glad to know that dad is leading his life quite well.
僕の心に母と父は僕の世界一番、ずっと！
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Feeling cold feet, shivering hands, cold fingers, sweaty palms, fast beating heart, everything you could ever imagine when you are nervous.
All this symptoms hit right onto me when I enter the Auditorium.
Standing on the stage, sharing my GobalEducationalProgramme experiences to the seven hundreds is causing the nervousness to be 'eating' me up from the inside.
I suffer from cold feet the moment I set my feet near the entrance.
I appreciated the encouragement from my group members who's going on stage with me.
And the encouragement from everyone seems to be 'healing' me.
Holding onto my script and reading it makes me feel better, as it makes me more confident of not spacing out on stage.
While waiting for our turn to go on stage, my teacher-in-charge encouraged me.
She say "If you're nervous, look at me when you're on stage" and "come to worst, read from the script."
I knew that if I look at her, I will feel better, that seems to be a solution.
Witness my group leader's presentation seems to cure me for a bit.
Finally my turn comes, and before I knew it, I have finished my speech.
Thankfully, the audiences seems to be listening quietly and sound of their claps shows appreciation.
I'm really glad that I have gone through the presentation, really glad that teacher-in-charge praise me that I sounds confident on stage when I asked her if I did well.
I know it's not true, but it does make me feel better, at least It's not too badly done.
My team member was really great and had did a good job.
This is my first time and it's a great experience.
Monday, January 04, 2010
  Took a ferry from Changi to Pulau Ubin. This is in fact my very first time to Pulau Ubin. After so many years since I have taken a ferry, I'm a little excited to board the boat. Enjoyed the sea breeze and the scenery as the boat is getting further away from the shore. Don't put your head out of window too much while on the ferry, not only you will enjoy the wind, but at the same time 'enjoy' the sea water on your face  (all my friends laughed at me) Arrived at Pulau Ubin at about 12pm, rented a bicycle at only $6 which it can last you for the whole day. Pulau Ubin is really hot!!! Pulau Ubin allows me to experience nature and you can spot rare creature, depends on your luck. On the way, pet dogs can be spot around the island. They are really cute. From what I know, the 'mermaid' which means Dugong are living at 'Jawa' (the name of the sea at Pulau Ubin). if your are in luck, the endangered creature can be seen. Even the ancient survivor horseshoe crab can be found there. It's actually quite a great experience except for the part where we got lost. For nature lovers, don't forget Pulau Ubin. Saturday, October 31 , 2009
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